I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to neglect potential friendships.
I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to enter scenarios within the mindset of not making any friends whatsoever, and instead choosing to do my job or what I must do to contribute to society.
I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to neglect the physical side within other people and I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to neglect physical communication with others.
I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to not realise that physical socialisation/friendships are just as vital to me as online socialisation/friendships - within this, I realise that both physical and online socialisation can assist me within my journey to life.
I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to not make an effort in making friends within class time, and literally ignoring that aspect within myself and instead choosing to focus solely on what grades I get within my class time/classwork.
When and as I see myself preferring to focus on my classwork/class time rather than socialise with others physically, I stop and breathe. I realise that the best thing that I can do is to balance both the classwork/class time and the physical social side, as I can then succeed within my work and get the grades that I want to achieve, while at the same time, meeting some people that I can relate to within common interests, that can in turn assist me within my life/process in a multitude of ways.
When and as I see myself thinking that I can walk my life/process within an online world exclusively, thus ignoring any physical socialisation/communication with others, I stop and breathe. I realise that the physical aspect within socialising with others and being friends/making friends is also vital to me, as change within my writings, I need to practice and show my practical application and within my physical interaction with others, that is a great place to show the practical application that I must show within my writings.
I commit myself to balance both socialisations, in terms of physical socialisations, and in terms of online socialisations.
I commit myself to give myself the opportunity to connect with others and learn from them, just as they can learn from me.
I commit myself to see, realise and understand the importance of physical socialisation/interaction with others on a physical basis, in person.
I commit myself to realise that it's cool to make new friends on a physical level, as I can both learn from them/communicating with them, and it gives me opportunities to meet up with that person and do something physical with another, instead of looking at my computer screen.
I commit myself to see, realise and understand that physical interactions with others is a cool opportunity for me to test/show through my writings, my practical application to my writings to also prove to myself that I've gotten past certain points.
I commit myself to take the first step in terms of being the one who asks for somebody's phone number/other details as for them and I to stay in contact, rather than neither of us saying anything and thus both of us going our separate ways, even though there were common interests between us to be had/cool communications/interactions/lessons to be learnt for both of us.