Tuesday, 10 January 2017
Day 629 - Reinvention
I've seen myself believing that some things need reinvention. This is mainly in relation to my body and what I consume/don't consume, how I move/don't move.
And instead of keeping it simple/basic with how I've done things before, I'm trying, or I believe I should be reinventing it. A lot of the reason I believe I should be doing this or have to do this is based on beliefs in relation to Desteni material.
The Desteni material itself DOES reinvent the wheel, but THROUGH this/via this, I am coming up with these unusual reinventions of myself with my body, like believing that if I consume something and nothing 'unusual' happens within my body/no pain is felt, then it is 'fine' for me. This is true in some regards, but I took this to an odd level in believing that no abnormalities/pain = no weight gain lol.
Just a funny justication I see clearly now to NOT eat as healthy as I can. But I absolutely convinced myself that this was fact. Meanwhile, I'm fucking putting on weight! Earth to me, hello?
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that 'basic' and 'standard' protocols/principles as eating/what is healthy/not healthy needs 'reinvention' - when it does not at all, it stays the same and works the same, thus it's not about changing/reinventing what foods do, just using the info/knowledge that I know and putting this into practice so that I do what is best for my physical body.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to overcomplicate matters in relation to food consumption and how to deal with/handle my physical body, instead of keeping it simple, to the point and direct for best assistance for my body.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to come up with wild theories and believes and use Desteni's reinvention as a justficated in the end, to simply not do what is best for my physical body. So I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to reinvent based on my mind as opposed to reinventing something that actually requires reinvention because it is not working and is not what is best for all.
I commit myself to only reinvent that which REQUIRES reinvention.
I commit myself to keep process simple, keep protocoles/principles simple as what is best for all.
When and as I see myself desiring to overcomplicate matters, I stop and breathe. I realise that nothing should be complicated, it should be straightforward for the most part and thus not require lots of thinking, should not require justifications/excuses for benefit of my mind.
I commit myself to quit the justifications/excuses that only cause detriment to my physical body.
I commit myself to be aware in totality of when my physical body is TELLING ME something and I am, as the mind, IGNORING what my physical body is telling me - detriment.
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